Destroy & Rebuild is excited to present to you a
featured author...
She is life. She
is an artist, a writer, and an experience. I have asked her to join me in bringing to you different
sides of the diamond, to share her stories, her thoughts, and her
philosophies. I’m honored to share
this forum with her, as I am sure she will present - to the audience- a well of
possibilities for all of us who choose to listen. We live what we learn and we learn what we live, and she articulates
this through her words and vision.
Without further ado, I am pleased to present to the audience
of Destroy & Rebuild… ‘Z’.
Allow me to reintroduce myself…
My non-formal introduction to the world… I am…I have become
and I will always be 'Z'. Every day I am… a
mother, a friend, a lover of life and most importantly… I am 'Z'. My ‘was’
is always complex to speak about… my ‘was’ is multifaceted… my ‘was’, I am
still working on…it is still being written. I guess it’s kind of complicated to
live two lives at once; one is still healing while the other dwells in real
time.
My ‘was’ is very angry, lonely, hurt and confused… every day
that God gives me breath, I work toward becoming a better 'Z'. Until I am able to be at peace with many things
that have happened, I will not be strong enough to dream with certainty.
History teaches us that people struggle with good and bad,
which has been the case since the beginning of the human race. Once you become
strong enough to live life with a heavier “good” load, life is easier to bear.
Not to say that life is easy… things, your life obstacles and goals are easier
to manage. I don’t want to give
you too many of my philosophies in advance, my goal is to give you my truth in
hopes to help you understand that life is complicated but there is hope… there
is a way and there is absolution.
One day when I grow up, I would love to inspire people to
dream with certainty. There is plenty to look forward to within a lifetime… I
realize that now. Even when things
are dark, there is light, there is greatness to anticipate but there is a need
for spiritual balance. I’ve recently implemented this in my real time life.
When I dream now, there are lenses to adjust and allow me to see what is next… and
to be honest, my dreams are beautiful now.
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